From what I hear, there is a light rain going on outside. In the middle of the night. Without my pants on. Because I’m too tired to move along. The fan does not work. We have no aircon. The rain can’t substitute for the cold. I have my cat as my only companion. And she is right here sleeping sound and very comfortable.
This is what I felt two years ago, making this time worst since I have no you, I have no one at all.